no trace of the third world kid

cut off the cables. turn off the lights. 10 times per day. nicotine caffeine vitamines. (still no trace of him.) friends ask what i m eating. eating caramel pig, sounds stupid enough to. planes all over driving me blind. am i fucking with me? yes i am fucking with me. 20 cigarettes per day still no trace of him. 8 train stations. 15 times per day. bad thoughts glued to good thoughts glued to alcohol glued to cells. NicotineCaffeine. i see chinese plants soothing him. 25 times per day. when did i start to screw things. 45 times per day. were you paid to do this? i was. is this a joke? no