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it's been such an an amazingly beautiful lovely delightfulnight that my heart might just exxxplode in all kind of very ellectric limegrreennmussical stuff:p.
ive beean to a city i love which is bxl and i haven*t been there forrabout six months althg i am so very much inlove with that city that iwould like to lick Hees eyebrows withpinkviolet spit. beann to a concert - saw 2bands ilove and was soooooooo beautiful driving veryfast to getthere and then back with all kind of redbulls in my chestcar fullofthat veryparticular smell and hugeglittterring eyes. and thenthereoverr hundredsofpeople heads calling specialfriend to listen for10seconds afriendofmine s been to thesame concert 2days ago in paris and i thought i should call him too but i didn't cause suddennnly certain sadnes but there itwas and afterwards i had a coffee and thenleft. anddone of the most clearsimpleandbeautiful things in the world is drivingatnight on music feeling so safe as ihad 3loadedguns in my head and 1000goldenpurplefingers coveringthe sunburnedskin. i wanted just to gethome and write that is wassobeautiful and this is not theeasyyiestperiod of my life so it should matter. but then someone cried forhelp and i just sat there silently lookingfor stuff and then saw a guy who s talkingaboutme on the internet with a extremelydirrty word and just did smile atthat and atabout7 i justfellasleep and now i am having another cofeee and lijkeanddislijke this dirrtylight on my dirrtykool face - that was the dirrty word - and thinking i should just put an end to all this beauty beecause it is breaking my heart.